The alarm went off at 4:15am and it was then that it really hit me I was running a half marathon today. Some say it is when you cross the start line that it hits you, not this time. This time all I needed was “I’m on a Roll” (My alarm clock) to let me know what was happening. So why did I wake up at 4am for a race that didn’t start until 7:30am? It’s called the “Samuelson Early Syndrome”, I get it from my mother. She always wants to be places extra extra early. I felt the need to be there early, especially for this race in NYC, a city I’m not too familiar with. I got dressed, and at last minute I decided to check a bag at the race (given to me at the expo). I thought I could wear my red pull over there and then ditch when I checked my bag in. I got dressed and grabbed breakfast. I had forgot to buy my per usual cliff bar, so I found some almonds and munched on those. I had ordered a taxi the night before for 5am. I tried to sit on the couch and look out the window to wait for the cab, but the honest truth I was falling asleep on the couch waiting. I decided to sit outside, HOLY S***! IT WAS F***ING COLD! I sat on the steps in front of their house debating to go back in and put on more clothing for the race. The truth is since I was traveling, I tried to travel light and that included not packing a sweater I was originally going to ditch at the starting line. Man, did I miss that ugly blue/grey sweater at five that morning. 5:15am rolled around no cab. 5:25am nothing. At 5:30am I hailed another cab, I needed heat. The cab got me exactly where I needed to go. Seeing NYC at 5:30am was actually very pretty, from the warmth of a car.. Would you believe it? I got there too early even to check my bag, they were still setting up. I walked around Madison Ave and then seeing all the doormen, hoping they would invite me in. Delusional thinking, I was freezing. The baggage claim opened, so I checked my bag in and decided that I would be wearing this red pull over during the race. There was no way it was going to warm up, as I had expected it to. Oh and that adrenaline thing wasn’t warming me up at all. Once I checked my bag in, I talked to some people, one woman who had completed many Disney races also, including the Goofy Challenge. I found talking to people, even if it was about how cold it was, helped distract me from how cold I was. I started to walk down central park to my corral, looking back now.. I should have gone somewhere else to warm up... OH WAIT NOTHING WAS OPENED! I stood in central park, thinking warm thoughts. Boy did I miss the Disney Princess 1/2 marathon 97% humidity that AM. The security man didn’t help, he kept repeating over and over to himself “these people are stupid for running in this cold weather”. I started talking to this guy who was very sweet. We talked about everything, just keep talking just keep talking. I found out he was racing with a charity as well and this was his first race. I realized he was in the same corral as me when we took a photo together (for marathonphoto). It was then that I noticed that my number was on my pinnie under my red pull over...... Shoot! I was going to wear this pinnie. I accomplished taking the pinnie off while still wearing my red sweatshirt, and put the pinnie on top of the sweat shirt. I thought this would look horrible, but the colors worked together in a way. Only problem is I look gigantic since the pull over is larger on me, suck it up... I NEED TO STOP TALKING ABOUT THE WEATHER AND THE RED PULL OVER...
Moving on, more and more people started arriving. As more and more people started arriving the sun started coming up! Yay, the sun brought with it some heat. We started lining up in our corrals. There were these two jerky guys in back of me, talking about having sex with their girlfriends, I looked down and noticed how small their shoes were.... haha... Finally we started moving. Closer and closer to the start. When we got close to the start the elite runners were running pass us. They were finishing mile six the loop in the park. So as we crossed the start line, I was running next to the elite olympian runners. HOW COOL! Try pacing yourself next to that! I did start off fast, per usual, but I was finally happy about this race. It has been so flip flop about running it, but I was finally happy to be running in it.
It was great running in Central Park. So beautiful there, as the sun was coming up. I love how runners who weren’t in the race would run along us or even come in a join us and then go their own ways. Also the people cheering us along was overwhelming and great. I was feeling good. I hit my first hill, I was warned that Central Park was hilly, after this hill I was like “seriously this is a hill to you guys”?! And then I hit our second hill, and I was like hills suck, even in Central Park. I knew that once I got out of there it would be flat sailing. Central Park wasn’t as bad as I thought. I came out still pretty strong, which I was happy about. At mile 5, which was dedicated to the people who boo me in life, a great song came on and I felt like an all star!
As we crossed the starting line on the other side (6 miles in) where we had earlier seen the elite olympian runners, it was then that I really started to believe that idea that we are actually running in the steps of the olympians, HOW COOL!
Once we entered Times Square, I wasn’t expecting so many people to be cheering us on, after reading Dori’s blog post about her first half marathon. There were people cheering us on, but not as many as other parts of the race. It was so cool running down Time Square with all the lights. A very once in your life time experience. However, I noticed myself getting very distracted by all the hoot and holler. I found it getting harder and harder to run. Was I getting tired? Oy! All I kept thinking was this is the beginning of the end. Instead I tried to focus on staying on track of running. I tried to not let my mean thoughts get me down. They just kept coming up. I tried to have one of my GU packs at this point, however, the water at the water stations had frozen pieces of ice in it, from being so cold. I found it hard to have GU, and slush it with water. I gave up on the GU. I kept running. At mile 8, I figured out where we were. I also realized this was a part of the race that had been badly hit by Sandy. One of the many reasons why the ING 2012 NYC Marathon was canceled. I felt guilty being able to run here in a race, after so many of my friends who had trained for a MARATHON, hadn’t got to run here originally! I’m weird about guilt, after all I am Jewish.
Throughout the race I kept noticing the people running for charities and cheerers on the side. Every time I saw orange cheerers I thought, YAY it’s for MS, but they weren’t. I started wondering, where are all the MS cheerers. Right when I thought this, there they were! FINALLY! They started cheering me on! I ran fast by them and raised my hands in the air “Woot woot”. But after that I never saw any of them again, even at the finish line. Maybe I missed them, but I just felt like other charities were more spread out along the race, and that could simply be because they are bigger organizations. Still I was proud to raise money for MS and be able to run for the National MS society.
A mile after seeing the MS society cheering squad, I saw Peter and Carrie. I can’t believe I saw them, I was convinced I was going to miss them. I waved my hands in the air to get their attention, I ran towards them and gave them both a big sweaty hug and kiss, and ran off. It was so great seeing them and having someone cheering you on throughout points of the race.
After mile 10, it got hard. I had to finish. I wanted that medal and that super cool cape. I also knew Tamar, a DM friend was going to be there. I felt myself slowing down. It was getting hard. I was getting dizzy and light headed, but I knew it would be over soon enough! I think I also was just exhausted. What I noticed a lot through the race and especially at this point, was the charities who were cheering us on, one person would come run in the road with a runner running for that charity and cheer them on for a little while. I was pretty jealous! I wanted someone to come cheer me on. It was like having your own personalized coxswain.
Not looking too happy |
I started walking towards the band and I went to check my phone to meet up with Tamar. Right then I felt a tap on my shoulder. We made eye contact and we both said at the same time “are you Tamar” “are you Catie”. Tamar gave me the biggest hug ever and congratulated me on my race. We got a photo together and went to the local bakery/grocery store. All I wanted was fruit, watermelon, craving it like a pregnant woman. She was so sweet and bought me cup up watermelon and a cup of assortment strawberries and blueberries. We found seating outside next to the band and started talking about everything. Why she got into running, future races...etc. It was great to finally meet her, and I wish I could have spent more time with her. She is seriously one of my many Dailymile Moms!Seriously. As fun as it was spending time with her, I was getting pretty tired and cold and we decided to walk to find a taxi for me to take home. She was so sweet, she wouldn’t leave me until she knew I was safe in a taxi on my way home! We found a taxi and said our goodbyes! I hopped in and went back to shower and nap.
When I got back, Ms. E ran up to me and Amanda was about to ask me how my race was, but Ms. E beat her to it. It was so sweet, she looked up at me adoringly and said “HOW WAS YOUR RACE”? I told her all about it and showed her my awesome cape. She was over the moon thrilled, as we decided that then that the cape would be perfect as the magic carpet when playing Aladin.
Here is what I learned from the race, never do two half marathons so close together, my heart could have been more in this one from the beginning. Secondly, I know where I now struggle, it’s mile 7-10. I just need to keep running longer distances. Also I need to find a way to fuel, GU’s work on long runs alone, but at races my stomach just doesn’t agree with it. Thirdly, I have finally convinced myself I am a runner. I may not be the fastest one out there, but I am a runner. Next thing I learned, is having people cheering you on throughout the race, really helps. Especially someone at the finish line to meet up with!
The day before the race, the Crew team was off to Virginia and I was feeling sad. I felt like I didn’t belong to anything anymore. Not the case. I have a running family. It’s the people on Dailymile and the thousands of people running the races with me.
Congratulations Catie! Another amazing half marathon run and recap! You should be very proud. It was a blast following you on NYRR as you were racing.
ReplyDeleteThank You so much Manise! It was an awesome race... It was actually great to have you all supporting me via tracking me on NYRR!
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